at first i got the ebike as a novelty
then i used it for a year for accident/medical recovery
now speed, i try to ride my nice xcountry bike now and then but it's so slow
after 4 i was like wtf...now it sits in the corner unloved
not sure if i could ever get a spec again regardless of how well it rides
i hope this one works out for you
By practicing keeping my arms light(but still holding tight onto the bars) has really helped through the rocks roots etc. I guess that also makes you rely more on core
The rail is an amazing bike, especially as specialized are truly horrible re the brose motor and shimano way better but still sketchy. The bosch is a step above ,i would wait for the fix